bleary, burned out n exhausted... but still alive

studying studying studying,
this torment seems to be endless,
when will u leave me thy friendly foe,
to make a path or break n laugh?



haha, juz some random words out of mind at this point. tho there's many ways to look at it. suddenly flashed me that poetry n literature ain't tat bad after all. mayb i'll equip these with a melody n probably write a song n get famous! haha. fat hopes!! lol. i'm serious bout the song tho. XD

oh ya, happy deepavali to everyone! tho this shud be the highlight of today, i find it rather ordinary writing posts centered on common major events unless they r meaningful n memorable ones. visited 2 good friend's house of mind. ate like a pig, love the food n the cookies!! tho i was looking forward to a certain dessert called maisurpark (which i sadly din get to eat this time), still, nothing beats fresh, home stewed, tender, succulent MUTTON CURRY!! ain't this all so monotonous n familiar? lol. love the time of fellowship despite the reducing time factor of spm.

ok, let's get back to earth n reality. loads goin tru my head. thoughts n worries run tru my vein. is this the right thing to do? or there's something much better out there which God has planned? i'm keeping the optimistic door open, with the hope of seeing light. but wat if darkness creeps out of tat door? then, should we continue to remain our stand?

yesterday's history n tomorrow's a mystery,
but today is a gift, tat's y it is called present.
(taken from a wise turtle)

today, this very time, now! is a gift from God. we enjoy gifts n presents. y not enjoy the better gift tat we've been blessed with? even when it's sad, angry n full of problems?

God turns evil n uses them for good. like it or not, we've all been included in His wonderful epic story. He's the ultimate story teller who plots out everything. from the first to the last chapter, great things r told n has happened. yet the smallest details r not forgotten. tat's how wonderful yet mystical God is. All in God's wonderful storybook of LIFE...